The moment of Truth.

I think at some point everyone, who is truly seeking God, comes to the place where they realize that it is not about me. The Paper Clip project was never really my project, i turned it over to God in the very beginning. But now it really has nothing to do with me getting a car. Now its about a missionary being equipped to deal with the mission fields. Its about the needs placed on the gift that God has put with-in a man. The truth is that yeah i will get a car if i get this lap-top. One quick fact-the lap top will be worth more than a Chevy Astro van! i checked it out already. So its at this point, the moment of truth, am i faced with a fact that i don't like. i really wanted a new CAR not an old VAN. The truth is i care more about what God wants. Jon is giving up 10 month of his life to serve God in the Marshall Islands. I am giving up the Paper Clip Project to equip him for the Islands. I have a major trade coming up to marrow. A BIG trade. I am not going to say what it is right now.
This project is greater then me. It has been taken over. lets all work together to send missionary Jon out into the mission field equipped and ready to serve! For I believe that this is the will of God.